monologe

So they want me to say whats on my mind. Well its hard to pick but then again it isnt. There are plenty things on my mind. One of them is how I am not being commented on any of my posts and that the confidence I have had this whole time is for nothing. But then again, my writing is for those who wish to read it. I understand how unpleasant it is to read something you really don't want to read. As for fame and lots of comments on my writing, PSHT who needs fame? I sure don't, in fact I could settle with a beautiful loving partner in a kind warm home in the woods with my many dogs and extravagant waterfalls of magic. But then again, I know I can do so much more. The fact that other people don't care what I write doest bother me and is DEFINITELY not going to stop me from going towards my dreams. I am also thinking I don't like the song that is playing. This one is somewhat better. I am also thinking of someone. I am always thinking of someone. Weather it is an extreme love from long ago that forever rests within my heart, or weather its the new one trying to spark through my naive heart. There is always someone in my head, in my heart. Its annoying, but at the same time so incredible. I love, love! I do. Its incredible how music can influence ones thoughts. Like when you listen to a song from a certain time period. Its like you feel what you were feeling then. Songs always make me melt and they make me so quite, too quite. I miss... *sigh*. I am a growing person, nothing can stop me. I have gone through so much, I am not about to stop now just because of some stupid comments. Oh no, I am worth MUCH more than that. As for love confusion and conflict, they are things we all encounter. I wouldn't want them any other way, except without conflic =). Life is hard, its harsh and whenever it seems you are settling for a perfect life, your world ABRUPTLY turns and makes you confused again. They don't want to see me rest, but I am fine with that as long as I am going in the right direction.